Sermon
The
Voice of Authority and The Red Door
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Mark 1: 21-28
The year 1995 was not a good year for me.
Professionally, I was burned out; personally I was confused. After years of
cruising along thinking, “Life is great – I know just where I am going and how
I am going to get there,” I had reached a cliff. It was a cliff that abruptly
dropped off into a big black hole - a big, black hole that, seemingly, had no
bottom.
My road of life so confidently embarked upon
in my early twenties, had now, it seemed, ended abruptly at age 53. It didn’t gently branch off into two
different paths; it didn’t helpfully offer road signs pointing to “most
success,” moderate success,” “happiness,” “sorrow,” “danger; or, no
trespassing.” My road didn’t even have the courtesy to say,” Dead end;” it just
stopped; abruptly and without warning.
As you might imagine, I felt quite sorry for
myself. I shed copious amounts of tears. I uttered an unending litany of “how
could this happen to me?” statements. And, after several weeks, I finally, I
decided to drop everything, except my little dog, and head off to Portland,
Maine to spend some time with my daughter and her husband.
I arrived in Portland; leased an apartment;
walked my dog incessantly; and cried a lot. A word of advice – if you ever find
yourself in those same shoes – don’t drop everything and go to live near your
daughter, who is married, with only a dog for a companion, in a town where you
know no one and where the snow drifts over your line of vision in the
wintertime.
The situation was bleak – really bleak.
Then one day, walking down State Street, I
passed the Cathedral Church of St. Luke. It wasn’t snowing that day. In fact,
the sun was shining and there was a hint of spring in the air. Without giving
it any thought, as I passed the church I looked at its huge red doors that were
tightly shut. I remember saying to myself, “The church is probably locked.” At
that same moment, I heard a voice. Yes, I heard a voice, a voice with authority.
The voice said; “Come in.”
The voice that I heard was without question a
voice of authority. It was a voice of authority, and a voice that astounded me.
In today’s Gospel reading we hear about
others many years ago who heard that same voice of authority and who were, as was
I, astounded.
“They went to Capernaum; and when the Sabbath came, he entered the
synagogue and taught. They were astounded at his teaching, for he taught them
as one having authority, and not as the scribes. (Mark 1: 21-23)
Jesus’ early ministry was based in his home
town of Capernaum, a small town on the northern coast of the Sea of Galilee.
Jesus grew up in Capernaum. His first disciples, Peter and Andrew, were also
from Capernaum. Jesus had been teaching and praying regularly at his local
synagogue in Capernaum for many years; he was not a newcomer. In short, it is
quite likely that everyone in the little local synagogue knew Jesus quite well
and had heard him teach many times before.
However, for some reason on this particular
day the gathered group of worshippers saw and heard him with new eyes and with
new ears. They saw and heard him as someone with power; someone with authority.
Somehow, on this day, Jesus’ teaching - the
way in which he spoke - was very different. Jesus was not just interpreting
Torah; he was not simply mouthing doctrinal statements based on his interpretation
of Jewish Law. No, today, Jesus was speaking as God’s son. His teaching, his
words and the way in which he spoke them, came directly from God. He spoke with
authority – the authority given him by God the Father.
I heard a voice, a voice with authority that said; “Come in.”
When the scribes and all the others in the
synagogue heard Jesus command the unclean spirit to “Be silent, and come out of him,” they heard a voice of authority,
and they were amazed. They kept asking one another, “What is this – a new teaching – with authority! He commands even the
unclean spirits, and they obey him.”
I was amazed when I heard the voice with authority
say, “Come in.” I said to myself, “What is this; should I obey this command?”
What does this mean for us today – what is
the good news that we can take from this voice of authority that will sustain
us and point the way to salvation; to eternal peace in God’s Kingdom?
The good news is that when Christ speaks to
us with authority – through Scripture – through our baptism – through the bread
and the wine that together we receive each week – through our prayers – through
the kindness that we show each other – through tightly shut red doors - when Christ
speaks to us with authority; Christ ACTS.
When we hear his voice, if we accept his
invitation to “come in,” and give our lives – our hearts, our souls, and our
minds - to Christ, he becomes the Lord of our life. He becomes present and becomes
the road that leads us through the tangled maze of our everyday struggles here
on earth into the eternal Kingdom of Heaven. When Christ speaks to us, if we
listen, the tightly shut red door is opened. We find our way and our lives are
transformed.
Back in Maine, I went through the red doors of the Cathedral and
entered a cold and darkened church. Afraid, yet drawn forward, I sat in a pew
near the sanctuary, sank onto a beautiful needlepoint kneeling cushion, and
immediately began to cry. A priest silently appeared out of nowhere and without
a word sat down next to me. The road for the rest of my life re-appeared.
I am sure that many among you have had a similar experience. You
have heard that same voice of authority. A voice of authority saying, “Come
in;” and you have accepted that same invitation; an invitation to “come in;” to
enter the tightly shut red doors. And, in doing so, your cliff to nowhere
disappeared; you discovered a new road; a new way of being in Christ, with
Christ, and through Christ.
There is another piece to this story, however; a piece that we
must never forget. When Christ speaks to us with authority; when he invites us
to open the tightly shut red doors; he saves us; we are with him and he is with
us. But that is not all that is implicit in Christ’s invitation to us.
Once we have been welcomed and feel at home on the other side of
the red doors, we are called to become a shepherd to those who hear the voice
of authority, enter the cold and darkened church through the red doors, and sit
down and cry. We are called to welcome others.
In John’s Gospel Jesus reveals himself to us as the Son of God
through seven “I am” statements.
I AM the bread of life.
I AM the light of the world.
I AM the door.
I AM the good shepherd.
I AM the resurrection and the life.
I AM the way, the truth and the life.
I AM the true vine.
After his death and resurrection, Jesus revealed his
intention for the disciples. He commissioned them to carry his voice of
authority throughout the world, when he said:
“All authority in heaven and on
earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of
all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the
Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have
commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”(Mark 28:16-20)
We who have heard and responded to the voice of authority
are blessed with God’s grace in lives made right through faith. Are we ready
for the next step? Are we ready to silently approach the stranger in our midst
who enters with fear, crying for help, and sit gently beside him or her as they
listen to Christ enter their lives? Are we ready to help them know that Christ
is with us always, to the very end of the age?
Excellent, Clelia! At one time or another, we've all had a kind of "red door" experience – mine was similar in many ways to yours. You're an excellent preacher! You were able to weave in a personal experience that touched me, but the sermon didn't become about you – that's not always easy. I also pray that I may be the kind of priest like the one who just sat quietly next to you. Sometimes I'm too chatty and need to remember that presence is prayer.
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